i deliver my deadly speech
Wednesday, 29 August 2007
Wat a day!
Dear my Cutie Diary,
Todae....erm....actualli i start feeling unwell since the day i had blaw presentation!
yest i keep having breathing difficulty bt i jz kept to myself as i tot i will be okie! bt i didnt....
when sleepin tat time i CANT SLEEP!....i can hardly breathe whether i am Sittin Down or Lying on my bed.....
Around 1+ am todae.... i cant take it anymore and i went to my parents room and cried...lol....reali hard to breathe la....tat gt one time i breathe until so hard/deep and it hurt my head !!!!
Wen my conditions doesnt get better...my father wan to bring me to hospital....but i dun want!
haha....scared kana stay there....haha
but eventually.....i was still brought to the hospital.... i was so scared but also felt relieved as i was brought there....my asthma attack subsidise and i feel better with the help of the oxygen thingy.....
the first thing he gave me was 7 tablets!!!!....haha.....the guy who attend to me looks new worker....lol....and i was given 2 times of oxygen help....--->it was so uncomfortable la to use the thing tat cover my mouth....haha....
wen i was sitting cum lying on the bed....many old women was in front of me with quite a serious conditions.....i cant imagine that wen i am old....---whether my state of health will also be like em'....i am quite scared thou....haha....
i feeling alrite now....xcept for my Cough!....wif phelgm....eeeuuu....
first xperience as a patient & i HATe it...lol....never do i wan to be admitted to hospitals....haha...
no-one-can-replace-u-in-my-heartz
died off at: 10:43 pm;
